All Along the Watchtower- Bob Dylan

i'll never forget today.
finally, i got my soc psych journal 2 over and done with. i sang my own song!
and i just really wanna thank the t108 peeps!
i don't know what i'll do without you guys to support me. although i sound like a duck quacking and i screwed up half my plucking, you guys still clapped. i really appreciate it. :)
it was such a great feeling to sing my own song, to play my own music, to use my own voice. you HAVE to do it to experience that pure joy. this was my virgin performance! in front of like, 20 people. hahaha.
before this, i never knew how much i wanted to be a songwriter. i knew i wanted to do music, i just didn't know where to start. my first song wasn't all fantastic, but it's the first time i've done sth all by myself. that hardly happens! hehe.

anyhow, after class, after doing up the speech audience analysis, i went back to new town. joey wanted to borrow my guit for talent time. his band had BETTER win. hahaha. my 'boyfriend' is in his hands.
going back to new town as an 'old girl', even if for a mere 10 minutes, felt weird.
i didn't belong there anymore. and i barely knew the people i saw coming in and out of the school.
this can only mean one thing- i'm aging, PROFUSELY.
sounds like i'm bleeding. ha.
sigh. just when you're finally growing up, you wish you can be a kid again.

met up with the rest of the girls in town after that, and did some good shopping. retail therapy is more than a fad; it's gonna last well into the centuries.
:D
talking to jiun brought back lots of memories though. especially when the bus passed by his house. reminded me of the times when i was at his place, and his parents seemed to come home at very appropriate hours. reminded me of reading the love notes his previous gf (her name was jasmine too. hur) gave him. reminded me of him telling me that my hair smelled nice. reminded me him telling me that he was gonna take me some place nice for dinner the day before we broke up.
can you believe that it's been more than 2 years since all that happened?

where is love when you need it?

I blogged @ 9:34 PM